I have a few deep feelings flowing through me, maybe something will overflow.


Sea Beckons MeWhen i would go to the coast, there was waves crashing against the rocks, high into the sky.Sea Beckons Me
I would climb out as far as i could go without getting soaked. Sit on the rock and watch the waves crash around me high above my head. Made me think of being born, or the ocean making love to the shore, or chaos that makes life.
It was lonely on that rock, and I loved and hated it. I felt free and like the entire ocean was mine, because I could see nothing else. The waves crashing against the shore would make me feel alive at times, reminding me that i still exist
I hated the lonely feeling because I felt like th


Fernando Pessoa - 22 date 6-15-1914 (Copy of a letter sent to Pretoria) I have been in good health, and my spirit, curiously enough, has been less ill disposed. Even so, I am tortured by a vague nervousness that I can only call an intellectual itch, as if I were getting a rash on my soul. It's only in this absurd style that I can describe what I'm feeling. All this, however, is unrelated to those sad moods I've spoken of before, when I'm sad for no reason. My current mood is caused by something.Fernando Pessoa - 2
Everything around me is disappearing and falling apart. I don't use these two verbs in their sad sense. I merely mean that the people I d


Teacupi broke a teacup. It shattered in a singular way, a loss and a gain. The teacup in its simple perfection is gone not to be seen again. It was unique and now, now, it is something else but precious still. The pieces lay across the floor, piercing my memory in a brilliant display of form. Not the elegance of a whole cup, but the chaotic dismemberment laid out like stars, random figures draped in shadow. Brilliant because this too does not last. I miss the dead cup, but ow it is immortal.Teacup


The Ocean AroundEverything in life flows around like waves around an island, always changing and yet with the same patterns. Some people dash themselves in the wave of events, fight the current and loose against the tide and their fears. Other people jump in and go where the currents of life take them; some fail, some succeed. I watch the water and its swimmers and where they go. People and waves pass me by, some good, some bad. I test the waters slowly, testing and checking until I feel prepared. I swim farther and farther, day by day. Sometimes I dive deep, other times I skip along the surface or resume my watching, always looking for someone to swim withThe Ocean Around
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"All god does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring."
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I have gone to find myself. If I get back before I return, keep me here.
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